Yes! Nobody knows the pain that I feel and if people know, did they care? They have their own problems. Staying in the silent place, standing with a lot to thinks but never know the exact point, tweeting like nobody's reading and don't know weather at the same time they are judging me, telling myself to grown up and let it go for the things that make you upset without a good reason to feel so, and crying like someone will come to you and hug you and give a good motivation word, telling someone about your problem and hoping that someone can solve it for you, feeling like wanna give up but it is not worth it and laughing like you wanna hide something that really hurt you and pretend that you are such a happy go lucky person and pretend that you are strong enough to face your problem and at the same time, you're telling someone to keep strong while you are the one that is at the same situation with you. How good you can fake your own situation? Sometimes, from a bottom of your heart, you want to scream like nobody gonna get angry and you gonna feels good with it but one time, you will realize, that is not gonna solve it and that feeling still gonna hunt you.
Crying over something that's not worth it, what's matter?? I can easily say, FORGET EVERYTHING!!! But when your word did not connect with your HEART, how you wish it's gonna work? let the times heal?? But how long did I need to wait? Yes, Allah love you, that's why He do this to you, to test you, but why I still can't accept it and control myself and try to solve it?
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#ReclaimYourHeart
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